The halls of the academy teamed with life. Like fish in a barrel, wall to wall humanity and faunuskind filled the halls, and Sol could not take one step without having to step around, or through someone, the air smelled of a hundred different perfumes and deodorants, each overpowering the last, and the air hummed and murmured like the inside of a beehive. The sights and sounds were so sharp that they cut, and his heart beat like a piston in his chest as he tried to scan every single face that passed, an impossible feat for anyone with two eyes, let alone his one, and all it did was make him nauseous and more anxious to escape the suffocating crowd. He tried not to imagine who might be concealing a knife, who might have a gun and a grudge, or who might just snap, but it was there at the back of his mind like an echo of every footstep he took, as was the knowledge that while he might stand an above average chance against such a person in a straight up fight, they could get close enough to kiss in this sea of people before he noticed.
Sol passionately disliked crowds, and strangers, or at least had come to in the last year or so, and here at Syne, there was no shortage of either. It was absurd, Bellmuse was tiny as was the academy, at least in comparison to his home of Atlas, and the world famous Titan academy where he had received the bulk of his combat training, but the secluded school seemed to team with as many students, or more, as Titan.
This was his second day at the school, (he still had an ugly swollen bruise beneath his eye to show how well the first had gone), but at least his arm had mended nicely, and he was en-route to his first class, if he could survive the current of other youths also studying to be hunters and huntresses.
"Martial Arts 201" it was called, with an instructor whose name rang a bell, but Sol couldn't place exactly where from, and that was good, because as it was, his nerves were frayed raw. Between the events of his first day, sub-optimal sleeping arrangements (as well as other complications, including the persistent night terrors that had whittled his success at getting any sleep down to a splinter), and now this tide of strange faces (most of which openly carrying weapons of some sort), it was just a matter of time before he snapped and hit something.Better that something to be a training dummy or sparring partner, than some poor random passerby who looked a bit too much like they might be getting ready to stick a knife in his ribs.
The doctors had advised against relocating to a strange place with strange people, but their prescription of rest and therapy, and absolutely no combat of any kind for the foreseeable future, would have been just as detrimental to Sol's mental stability, if not more so. Combat was the only thing he seemed to have left, and losing that might have killed him, (Sol rolled his right shoulder around in it's joint and grimaced), if he hadn't lost it already that is, and this anxiety, this constant vigilance to spy an incoming ambush, constantly expecting and at times (like right now) feeling danger just out of reach like a light shining over his shoulder, was just something he had to learn to live with, just like he'd learned to live with having but a single eye.
The door came into view, and relief filled him, or rather a thin misting of water vapor tried ineffectually to douse the blaze of anxiety roaring in his chest, and he steeled himself to enter.
His strong jaw, square and broad, set his lips in a determined line, and all at once his face seemed to become made of stone. His single golden eye, emphasized by the absence of it's neighbor, almost smoldered with a steely determination, as the rest of his face hardened into an unreadable mask. He took a moment to check his uniform, a grey waist-coat in the Atlesian style, over a long sleeved white shirt, tucked into a belted pair of dress pants, that seemed to struggle to contain the bulging shapes of his shoulders, arms, and chest, all beneath a tailed black blazer, that like the shirt, fit him very closely and highlighted his athletic physique, and finally a pair of white naval gloves to cover his hands. He could have been an officer showing up for inspection, but he still adjusted his collar to center it in line with his throat. He was not sure how Syne did things just yet, but Titan enforced a strict dress-code, and by now it was a deeply ingrained habit. Then he strode into the class, each arm and leg stiff in posture as he adopted a marching gait, only to freeze one step through the threshold.
Simultaneously he noted the other students, none of which wearing anything resembling a uniform, the instructor who bore an absurdly striking resemblance to some exploitative movie star, and a film crew, baring a logo that Sol immediately and accurately identified as that of ATN.
Though his face did not change, he could have given stone lessons in stoicism, his eye blazed at the sight of the film crew, and the logical explanation for their presence. He debated making a heel-turn and leaving right then, but he had already fled to some barely inhabited fly-speck of an island in the middle of the ocean to escape the media, and he literally had no where else to go. So he stood his ground, and glared daggers at the unwitting camera crew, and listened carefully to the instructor's introductions as he himself tried to remain as unremarkable as possible, despite the fact that between being the only one in a uniform, one styled in such a way as to mimic that of military rank and file no less, having one eye and a most conspicuous eye-patch, and on top of it all having arrived late, he stood out like a sore thumb that had just burst into flames.
He swallowed as another student answered the inquiry, and all at once his frustration and anxiety came to a head and he blurted out.
"You don't win." He spat, voice like the guttering rumble of a roaring furnace, and tone plenty hot to match, carrying like the report of a rifle in the nearly empty chamber, "If someone outclasses you in every area, you don't win. You don't fight him, he fights you, and you die. Then you get to be a rung on the ladder he climbs to his next real fight, or if you are lucky you get your name remembered in some book that only stuffy bookworms with crooked backs will ever read. So you give it everything you have, all at once, before he can whittle you down, and you pray to whatever mad intellect runs this show and you hope you get lucky. You don't let him kill you, you leave everything out on the battlefield and better to kill yourself first with the strength of your effort."