It was late at night, somewheres in Bellmuse. Arcen was walking down the streets, by herself.
It was too late for many people to be out, and this was prescisely why Arcen was. Nobody else, save for the occasional passerby, so Arcen liked to go on walks, think about things, instead of curling up and thinking about what she really was.
Still, just in case though, she flattened her ears against her head. Her left one blended in near perfectly with her hair, and her right ear looked somewhat like bow, or a black flower.
Her tail? Well.... That couldn't be helped, she supposed. She just wanted to hide her prosthetics, really.
One thing she couldn't hide, however, was her eye. Constantly twitching, looking around, darting back and forth, never resting.
*Pat*
*Clang*
*Pat*
*Clang*
This is the sound she made every day of her miserable life from now on. No matter how much she tried to think about something else, no matter how much noise there was, it was all that she could hear. Pat, Clang, Pat, Clang.... It haunted her every day, every night, every moment of her god forbidden life.
Letting out a painful, gurgling sigh, Arcen shook her head, placing her Human hand on her forehead and patting it slowly.
'You know, it'd be great if I could speak like I can think. If only.... But no, I had to be the one who got their life ruined.... Not anyone else.... Me.'
Arcen was wearing her usual attire. A white dress with long sleeves to try to hide her arm, and a semi long skirt that kind of stuck out at the end a bit instead of falling down to her knees. She wore a singular white legging, on her left leg. The doctors had told her not to wear anything on her right foot, as it would mess with the mechanics of it. While she could still wear pants and such on it, she could not wear shoes, and since leggings covered her foot like socks did, she couldn't wear those either.
Her arm and leg were a silverish gray. A half sphere shape connected into her left arm socket and right leg socket, and out of that sprouted four thin metal beams, forming a rectangular shape that connected to smaller, full sphere shape, located where her elbow/knee would be. This had another four metal beams sprout out of it in the same shape, before reaching her hand/foot. Her hand looked relatively normal, kind of like a robot's hand in those sci fi movies she watched sometimes when she was sad.
Her foot looked like a boot. There were no toes, just a flat and stable platform, with an indent and a heel.
So, thankfully, her Casual prosthetics still kind of fit the form of a normal person's arm and leg, so she could at least try to hide them better.
Feeling a sharp pain shoot through her, the source being her left eye, Arcen decided quickly she would take a shortcut through the alleyway to her right. She knew nobody ever came through here. There was a thin path, followed by a large square shape, about the size of a middle school classroom. This clearing had four paths, one for each wall of a building, and one of which dropped her off kind of close to her destination. Specifically, the one straight ahead. Starting her way through the thin path, she stopped at the clearing.
'Huh.... This place is actually kinda pretty at night, especially with all of the puddles, and the streetli--'
Once more, the feeling shot through her, much worse now, causing her to gasp in pain. This time, however, her left eye started twitching, everything got blurry, out of focus, mixed together into something similar to abstract art. She shook her head, trying to clear the feeling, leave the pain, but to no avail.
She stumbled, nearly tripping, but caught herself on one of the walls with her.... Left hand? She couldn't tell anymore.
Arcen brought her right hand up, covering her eyes and trying to make sense of what was happening, slowly slumping down onto her knees.
She felt a difference in her left arm, meaning that her sleeve had probably come down, so she pressed her body against it, just in case anybody spotted her and tried to help her. The best she could do was just hope they helped her up and asked her if she was okay, so she could put on the masquerade of being too scared to speak, so just nodding instead, with a heartless smile and lying eyes.
She was breathing heavily. The pain was different this time. It was more severe, it was lasting longer.... Maybe she would just lose her sight altogether in a few years....
Months....
Days....
Arcen didn't want to think about it, as it was all too true.
'I heard the doctors I know what they said!! They said it was a miracle I survived, but they said I could shut down at any moment!! Done, gone, dead!! My heart could stop working, I could lose my sight or my speech altogether, my brain could shut down, anything! Why did it have to be me!!?? Why couldn't those filth ruin someone elses life! Why!!??'
Things started getting clearer, but she didn't care. She didn't give a damn anymore. Nothing would get clearer now, she was filling up with tears.
It hurt. It hurt to cry. It was a very unpleasent sound. Some form of warped gurgling came from the girl.
'I can't! I can't do anything right! I can't even cry right for god's sake!! My life is pointless to everyone but me, that's a fact, and I know it!! I know it is!'
She took her right hand away from her eyes, lifting it up and making a fist, before slamming it into the ground with quite impressive force. It stung, but she didn't care. She couldn't feel it.
Some form of distorted wail came from the clearing that night, just another gurgling monotone cry for help, sourced from one who was bloodied....
But not broken....
It was too late for many people to be out, and this was prescisely why Arcen was. Nobody else, save for the occasional passerby, so Arcen liked to go on walks, think about things, instead of curling up and thinking about what she really was.
Still, just in case though, she flattened her ears against her head. Her left one blended in near perfectly with her hair, and her right ear looked somewhat like bow, or a black flower.
Her tail? Well.... That couldn't be helped, she supposed. She just wanted to hide her prosthetics, really.
One thing she couldn't hide, however, was her eye. Constantly twitching, looking around, darting back and forth, never resting.
*Pat*
*Clang*
*Pat*
*Clang*
This is the sound she made every day of her miserable life from now on. No matter how much she tried to think about something else, no matter how much noise there was, it was all that she could hear. Pat, Clang, Pat, Clang.... It haunted her every day, every night, every moment of her god forbidden life.
Letting out a painful, gurgling sigh, Arcen shook her head, placing her Human hand on her forehead and patting it slowly.
'You know, it'd be great if I could speak like I can think. If only.... But no, I had to be the one who got their life ruined.... Not anyone else.... Me.'
Arcen was wearing her usual attire. A white dress with long sleeves to try to hide her arm, and a semi long skirt that kind of stuck out at the end a bit instead of falling down to her knees. She wore a singular white legging, on her left leg. The doctors had told her not to wear anything on her right foot, as it would mess with the mechanics of it. While she could still wear pants and such on it, she could not wear shoes, and since leggings covered her foot like socks did, she couldn't wear those either.
Her arm and leg were a silverish gray. A half sphere shape connected into her left arm socket and right leg socket, and out of that sprouted four thin metal beams, forming a rectangular shape that connected to smaller, full sphere shape, located where her elbow/knee would be. This had another four metal beams sprout out of it in the same shape, before reaching her hand/foot. Her hand looked relatively normal, kind of like a robot's hand in those sci fi movies she watched sometimes when she was sad.
Her foot looked like a boot. There were no toes, just a flat and stable platform, with an indent and a heel.
So, thankfully, her Casual prosthetics still kind of fit the form of a normal person's arm and leg, so she could at least try to hide them better.
Feeling a sharp pain shoot through her, the source being her left eye, Arcen decided quickly she would take a shortcut through the alleyway to her right. She knew nobody ever came through here. There was a thin path, followed by a large square shape, about the size of a middle school classroom. This clearing had four paths, one for each wall of a building, and one of which dropped her off kind of close to her destination. Specifically, the one straight ahead. Starting her way through the thin path, she stopped at the clearing.
'Huh.... This place is actually kinda pretty at night, especially with all of the puddles, and the streetli--'
Once more, the feeling shot through her, much worse now, causing her to gasp in pain. This time, however, her left eye started twitching, everything got blurry, out of focus, mixed together into something similar to abstract art. She shook her head, trying to clear the feeling, leave the pain, but to no avail.
She stumbled, nearly tripping, but caught herself on one of the walls with her.... Left hand? She couldn't tell anymore.
Arcen brought her right hand up, covering her eyes and trying to make sense of what was happening, slowly slumping down onto her knees.
She felt a difference in her left arm, meaning that her sleeve had probably come down, so she pressed her body against it, just in case anybody spotted her and tried to help her. The best she could do was just hope they helped her up and asked her if she was okay, so she could put on the masquerade of being too scared to speak, so just nodding instead, with a heartless smile and lying eyes.
She was breathing heavily. The pain was different this time. It was more severe, it was lasting longer.... Maybe she would just lose her sight altogether in a few years....
Months....
Days....
Arcen didn't want to think about it, as it was all too true.
'I heard the doctors I know what they said!! They said it was a miracle I survived, but they said I could shut down at any moment!! Done, gone, dead!! My heart could stop working, I could lose my sight or my speech altogether, my brain could shut down, anything! Why did it have to be me!!?? Why couldn't those filth ruin someone elses life! Why!!??'
Things started getting clearer, but she didn't care. She didn't give a damn anymore. Nothing would get clearer now, she was filling up with tears.
It hurt. It hurt to cry. It was a very unpleasent sound. Some form of warped gurgling came from the girl.
'I can't! I can't do anything right! I can't even cry right for god's sake!! My life is pointless to everyone but me, that's a fact, and I know it!! I know it is!'
She took her right hand away from her eyes, lifting it up and making a fist, before slamming it into the ground with quite impressive force. It stung, but she didn't care. She couldn't feel it.
Some form of distorted wail came from the clearing that night, just another gurgling monotone cry for help, sourced from one who was bloodied....
But not broken....
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