- Tone-Setting Music:
Calming jazz wafted out from one corner of the bar, it's source being a musical group of four. A girl with long, dark straight hair played a grand piano with her back against the crowd, fingers effortlessly dancing between keys of black and white. Her shoulders swayed gently from left to right, body and mind at one with the beautiful music. She was accompanied by a larger sized man who played the saxophone, as well as a well-groomed looking guy with a cello. They stood on either sides of her, each one of them as equally full with musical vigor. Standing to the back was this group's drummer, features hidden behind the cover of darkness. Multicolored lights were strewn about the pub, their dim glows adding to the already soothing air of ambiance.
Molly was seated at one corner of the counter, a peaceful smile strewn across her face. She held in her hand a mixture of bourbon, sugar and orange bitter, as well as a large ice cube in the glass to top it all off. This was so far her fifth glass of the night, and there's still many more hours to come before it came to head home.
It was a decent sized crowd today, despite both of the seats beside her lacking on them a walking talking bag of meat. She wasn't sure if it was some vibe she was giving off, or whether people were put off by how she looked, but she didn't particularly mind the thought of drinking alone. Some may find that to be taxing on their emotional health, loneliness that turned any chances of them feeling happy into indiscernible roadkill, but Molly wasn't one of them. The world had forcibly turned her into a solitary individual, after all.
Still, that wasn't to say that she didn't cling on to a lingering hope for company. The times when there was someone sitting next to her to engage in conversation with, those were definitely the more memorable experiences. Sitting alone with her thoughts just tended to fill her with.. somberness, more so than anything else. It was peaceful, sure, but there's also a parasitic gloom that annoyingly clung along.
At times she wondered how it would have been to have a heart made out of metal, to have her emotions flushed into a void. It was really just food for thought though - at the end of the day, it wasn't like she'll take the plunge if offered a chance to do so. These were just the kind of things she pondered about while sitting alone in a place like this, thoughts of the past and future in context of 'I should have, could have, would have but didn't.' Was this causing her more harm than good, leaving a net negative in its wake? Probably. Was she going to stop this habit of hers though, coming to bars without planned company? Nah, not at a chance in hell. Her recent hunts had gone decently well, and there weren't many other things she would rather spend money on than alcohol. Downing yet another glass in one quick shot, she immediately signaled to the bartender for more. Her eyes gazed around the room as she waited for her order, falling onto the strings of softly blinking lights. They looked just like fireflies that boast colors of the rainbow, mesmerizing ones at that too.
Brought out of her thoughts by the thud of a new glass suddenly appearing in front of her, she looked up at the bartender in meek surprise - he sprung forth so suddenly, so surprisingly. But before she could open her mouth to say a word, somebody else called out for his attention. He walked away. The ice clinked in her glass. Grabbing it closer, she slowly wrapped her fingers around it. Coldness wasn't felt, for her parts couldn't feel.
..Tonight's a good night to get drunk, isn't it? It's been a while, and tomorrow's a weekend. As good a time as any other, she decided. As good a time as any other.